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Saturday, 27 June 2009 @ 02:05
my life... jx sa and him  jx sa and him.they choosed very slow de music then down there look sianz lol  no comments he is tired...(:  ours ^^ went to pasir ris do the sana thing. b4 tht went to mac eat wif hx jx and him. we played wif the food.mixing everything here and there and ya, we tried.lol the milo,mix wif pepper,salt,grape jam,chilli,bread,meat. well,tasted ABIT nice.but we regretted later lol went to do sana thingy wif hx while jx and him go arcade play -_- after a while sa join.but he joined the boys -_- ofcourse la wat u expect..he is also a boy ma.. then around 1130 we are bored so went up to join them lol after tht back to work. actually quite fun la.especially encounter wif army men.haha finish at 1 then hx went seperated wif us haiz..really...hx life sux..hope she would get back her freedom back again one day.. went to eat wif the 3 boys. i went emo , i donno y..walked around the whole shopping center alone my mind full of craps.i really donno wat i was thinking tht time.zz took mrt back to lakeside fromt there take 98m turn he left me after reached his stop.. i fall asleep a while. when i wake up, i realised i was all alone on tht '2nd floor' of the bus.WTH? reached home around 5 put down my bag do hw half way and slp zzzzz around 8 pluz wake up eat then slp AGAIN then now wake up do hw...sianz........... sianz..... sianz..... sianz...... this holiday sux.......): Labels: 104 days xD |
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Thursday, 25 June 2009 @ 09:23
my life... my mom...kena hospitalized when i was in the camp 2nd day..):  all presents and cards given to her from her work department.  returned from camp finally. my BED!^^ slp a while and wake up eat walk walk then slp again today FORCE myself to wake up to go for sana course zzz tired sia.. quite glad sana course was quite interesting if not i long time become like log at there loh(: went home took mrt.the way back to home was so loooooooooooong.. on the mrt.we 7 ppl occupied the whole line lol  i ate this ONLY on the return way Labels: 102 days xD |
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@ 08:30
my life... finally back from ATC.. although is a little sux, but i miss the camp.. it ended really fast.. when waiting to aboard the boat back to singapore, i was asking myself,'ATC over liao ar?' short recap for the camp
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Sunday, 21 June 2009 @ 02:15
my life... todae busy buying camp stuff and packing for camp tmr ATC camp.22-24 at pula ubin will reach back on wed at 1.thts wat jx say? ya ok nth to say liao...still haven pack finish.. k bb blog don miss me! xD oh ya...hope my mom would get well soon.. seeing her suffer make me feel really really really sad.. y muz i not away then she sick sia..haiz...GET WELL SOON MOM...take care...TT Labels: 98 days xD |
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Saturday, 20 June 2009 @ 06:13
my life... wake up in the morning realised eyes were like so damn...i donno how to say. properly bec cry alot yesterday ba..im sry my dear eyes..to make u suffer until late 2am..haiz.. quickly bath and blah blah. i was late, to meet wif sa and jx..zzz sry to make u all wait.. met wif them at jp. slack around then ate burgar king..then ph join in..lol he wake up late.. took mrt head to lavandar the three boys were like so wth when they saw alot of ah gua at the thai place there lol sadly i didnt get to saw any.next time should more observant lol took mrt head to queestown then took bus head to queensway didnt realise nicholas was on the same bus until ph told me lol ok continue then go ther settle things..eat eat.. then go arcade play play took 198 till sch there then jx went home while me ph and sa continue cuz don feel like going home yet so go sch near de pasam malam slack slack eat eat then head back home (: reached home give a cold shoulder to father.ok la actually everyone.zzz started to pack for camp le! k bb donno wat to say liao.. Labels: 97 days xD |
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Friday, 19 June 2009 @ 04:39
my life... i want a SIMPLE life... my life, is too complicated.. currently very sad noww... all the relationship thingy...all the disaggrement...haiz... want to communicate?plz la..i should be the one hu communicate more wif him...not u...as if u donno how to speak english... and plz la..u brought me to singapore, u force me learn chinese,u force me to learn how to speak english smoothly.u force me to be the one whom everyone welcome. now tht i am one, u pull me back.WATS THIS! how do u expect me not to mix wif boys.how to expect me not to have close boy friend.is natural ok... u told me abt ur past..and expect me to be like tht.come on la! u time wat year?! now wat year?!zzz sry for being rude.but really wat! u told me i always use com i always sms and tht u didnt do all these craps when u were young.OFCOURSE LA! ur year also don have this kind of things wat!if ur time have these, i bet u will be worst than me.understand can! i thank u for bringing me to this world.i love u. i really do. but don expect me to be always doing ur way.i have my own thinking. i have my own life.i decide my own life. if i go wrg path, and face those consequences, i deserve it. when i grow up, and If i really do get married wif a chinese guy(which i think i will?), doesnt mean i will pangseh u rite?! i will still be success. i wil still be able to stand in tht complicated society. i wont get cheated.i believe i wont. even IF i get cheat, i told u le. i choose this path.i deserve it ok! and i wont fall by it. i wont ruin my life bec of a guy.i maybe break down a while.but i will find my own way back to reach back my place.have faith in me la! look at my studies, is already counted as quite good ok! 5 th in class. u think very easy to get this position meh! if it is tht easy everyone will already got it le.no one cant!i got it! i am in TOP 10! cant u juz happy wif it?! last year result. 3th in class 8 in whole level.STILL NOT HAPPY.WAT U WANT! first first first...u go take my exams and see wat u get la! i will laugh my ass out for sure. u wont be able to reach top 10..haiz..sry rude again.. i cant get means i cant get la! how can u expect me to always the top. give ppl chance la!other ppl also want top wat.. u say i eat the same thing i go same sch. same cher i have tution like them. BUT THINK, do we have same brain?zzz k la...better stop now...i am so rude..zzz bloody disrepecting HAIZ DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. haiz.haiz.haiz.haiz.haiz!!!!! Labels: 96 days xD |
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@ 03:07
my life... went to library meet wif muzaffar. muzaffar u had waste my 40 min man.. i was like down there stupidly waiting ALONE.zzz after meeting, went to je int went in all the clothes shop i saw. all are damn nice but none is wat i need give up.so went in aries buy some hair accseories(d k how to spell -_-) after tht took mrt head to jp went in some clothes shop but all don have wat i wan.. finally went in to my somehow favourite shop>> THIS FASHION! lol yea and this shop really help me. i found the shirt i need!although is not really perfect,but at least it still acceptable for camp? i think? lol cost $10.80.quite cheap ya? haha went to green adventure buy twine left wif $5 still need buy 2 poncho, for zihui and me realised one cost $4.30. zzz not enough! so don care lor don buy for myself lor later kena scolded then scolded lor.. so brought one for zihui. alone alone alone..head back home... on the way keep thinking of poncho lol then i got an idea.asked nicholas to lend his poncho la! and ya.thz nicholas to agree to lend me.(:and sry to make u come to sch on mon. finally reached home now. realised told spent $20.20 i still need track pants..tmr buy?hhehe Labels: 96 days xD |
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Thursday, 18 June 2009 @ 04:37
my life... went for sec 2 one day prefect camp. games were quite fun. REALLY SRY TO ALL THE SENIORS WHO WERE SUFFERED BEC OF ME!!really sry! eugene?johson?lincoln?klinton?nicholas? sry................ HAHAHA sianz... dear blog... how i wish penghow would not spend alot time playing com game... how i wish he would start doing hw... im really worry for him.... dear blog... how many people had hurt bec of me..... can u reverse the time and let me correct my mistakes... can u give me another chance.. i am really regret for all the things tht i had done in my past.. dear blog... when will my parents have the same thinking style wif me.. muz i wait long long..... or muz i not wait bec tht will never happen...... dear blog... am i fortune bec i have alot ppl hu care for me... or am i unlucky bec too many ppl care for me... dear blog... mom told me she feel tht i am neglecting studies alot,and concentrating too much on cca and other affairs... she said she want me to get edusave scholarship again for this year.. do u think i can........ dear blog... can u send a bodyguard or a angle or a devil or watever it might be, sth alive wif thinking brain to me,to guide me along through my entire life, telling me wat to do.... so tht i wont go to wrg path, or if i go wrg, i got someone to blame to.... dear blog... i m tired...eiei i noe u hate ppl saying this... but, i am really tired... im sick n tired of keeping the truth... im sick n tired of running away from the truth... im sick n tired of finding solution... im sick n tired of solving problems... helpless... im a f***ing bloody bastard hell girl.... INGYIN U R THE MOST CRUELEST PERSON I HAVE EVEN SEEN!SERVE U RIGHT FOR ALL THE THINGS THT IS HAPPENING TO U!GO TO HELL SOON!! Labels: 95 days xD |
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Wednesday, 17 June 2009 @ 06:50
my life... y m i so bo mood todae??!! went for np todae totally no mood. plus the partner...haiz..wats wrg wif me! btw,i starting to like playing bball again and bec of tht my skin is getting darker!!zzz suddenly feel like reborning again... i want to get taller!!!he is growing so fast...i don want to left behind!! sianz...POP still haven ready....wonder hows our day exactly one month later.... hwhwhws.....haven touch lit,his,and chi.zzz so crap lor! tmr one dae prefect camp. hope will not be like todae... nth to say liao..zzz... Labels: 94 days xD |
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Tuesday, 16 June 2009 @ 06:20
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Sunday, 14 June 2009 @ 08:59
my life... 1. Grab Your Phone. 2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?; at library took de 3. What's your ringtone?; can't believe by courtney taye 4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?; Ma aye jue.? 5. Who's the last person you called?; Peng How 6. Who was your last missed call from?; Peng How 7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?; Caleb 8. Who's your speed dial number 2?; no one 9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?; u very chio when u laugh lor! thts why i marry u! 10. Who was your last received call from?;Home 1 11. What does your 2nd sent items text say?; xD aiya ofcourse la going to 3 month liao ma ^.^ i love you 12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?; 23 13. What is the wallpaper?; 2 hands holding hand 14. Who's speed dial number 1?; no one 15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox?; Peng How 16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?; B wise tution center. haha 17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?; 1 18. What network are you on?; ??? 19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.; Peng How dion suneaik felicia Shahirah 20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?;lol. i hope i can pass the drill cane to u at 2010 haha. 21. Who is the first person in your contacts?;Aaron yong 22. Who is the last name in your contacts?;zimin 23. What does the last text in your inbox say?; Dear all, this is a reminder.there is a pop training tmr,wear pe attire and fall in by 9am.training ends at 3.pls help spread among your squad.thanks 24. What is your screensaver?; flowers haha 25. What is your balance?; $24.55 26. Whos the last person under H?; 27. What is your bluetooth name?; Ingyin <3 Peng How 28. How many numbers are in your phone?; ermm....too many liao 29. Could you live without it?; NO!!!! i will die... haha nth to do. saw this at guihong face book. quite fun lol Labels: 91 days xD |
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@ 06:06
my life... so sianz..so hot!! wake up around 12 plus.lol my old habit is starting again.zzz met wif him to return card reader.zzz his bro lor!!muz todae get back.HAIYO! after tht took 98 all the way back to je and go library. hwhwhw... eiei hor..donno whether come to library is play or wat, i down there do she down ther walk here walk there after i stop doing, she took my paper copy copy.HAIYO! aroun6 30, suddenly remember,MEMORIES OF GEISHA! so quickly pack pack ask eiei lets go.but hor...she down there don move still play play then i also kena influence, then we down there keep laughing and keep making noise.HAIYO! and my bladder!!like want to burst liao lol..then hurried back home.and phew.....lol webcam wif him awhile.CUTE!llol thts all for todae...(: tmr np training.VERY FIRST TIME in charge by sec 3. IM EXCITED!! lol want to see him....hope time fly faster.. Labels: 91 days xD |
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Saturday, 13 June 2009 @ 06:45
my life... todae went to changi send off aunt and cousin meet wif mom at there who had juz finish her night duty went home together.took mrt from changi to tanah marah then from there took to paris ris then from there took all the way back to jurong east lol.slp all the way ^^ then went seperate way wif parents,go jp buy sch shoe.converse!then meet wif eiei buy chicken to eat then go home. reached home on com continue our 'drama session' lol since yesterday night start to watch. drama name: Absolute boyfriend. (strongly recommended) lol webcam with him!!haha i can see him but he cant see me.CUTE SIA!love u lots! i brought at changi de NTUC lol  cool rite?! skytrain  from changi to tanah merah so cool  sweet sia..mom is tired..): this photo makes me miss him alot. during mrt trip i slping alone leh!no shoulder to rely on..haiz..  best chicken!woot!so hot and spicy!  Labels: 90 days xD |
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Friday, 12 June 2009 @ 05:50
my life... went to sch for np,LATE!i was still sleeping around 8 plus. Labels: 89 days xD |
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Thursday, 11 June 2009 @ 09:23
my life... wake up early in the morning wait for him at busstop then go sch together, on the way saw nicholas and klindon apple and peiling..ps sia.. slack slack then fall in then learn abt campcraft(seriously damn not fun!) time passes..tick tock tick tock...damn hungry...finally lunch time... sec 2 squad was release late, then suddenly nicholas come to me and say,'peng how waiting for u' i was like really?then i see,then wow!he is really waitin for me!*touched ^^* went to hawker center and eat chicken noodlexD then buy hairclip zzzz wasted money!! after lunch, continue the campcraft.. kena 'burn' finger by LEE QIAN,then i donno y suddenly turn emo..(miss him?dk..siao liao) then whole squad kena 'give wake up alarm' by nicholas. i was not listening at all and was peeling out the grass tht r around me lol then continue the campcraft again.zzz boring! sec 1 and 3 were already released but our squad already 4 liao still haven released.zzz when abt to release,i saw him. HE WAS WAITING FOR ME!!(seriously i was touched by him alot. love u lots!this is the first time a boy is willing to wait for me for so long (:) finally released, then went out sch wif whole butch of ppl and ofcourse wif him too xD after tht said and me and him then go buy sth to eat then take 98 TURN!! I LOVE 98 AND OFCOURSE HIM!!IT BROUGHT US CLOSER ^^ THZ 98! when turn back to his house there he left..SAD... then talk wif said on the bus lor... reached home around 645. SIANZ! WHEN CAN I HAVE MY OWN FREEDOM...Y CANT I HAVE BF WHEN I AM YOUNG..Y MUZ OLD THEN ALLOW TO HAVE...PARENTS THINK I WILL KENA CHEAT,BUT COME ON LA! MY CURRENT DE I BELIEVE HE WONT CHEAT ON ME.PENG HOW HOW U WONT CHEAT ON ME RITE?! I LUV U AND I BELIEVE I REALLY REALLY UNDERSTAND WAT LUV MEANS.I MAY ONLY BE IN THIS WORLD FOR 15 YEARS BUT I BELIEVE I AM OLD ENOUGH TO SEE WAT IS RIGHT AND WRG.I NOE WAT WILL HAPPEN IN FUTURE AND IM ALREADY PREPARED!I WONT ALLOW MYSELF TO EASILY KNOCK DOWN AS LIFE GOES ON JUZ BEC I HAVE BF.NO WAY. AND I AM WILLING TO TAKE THE CHALLENGE THT ARE WAITING AHEAD OF ME.BUT I NEED U..... how i wish my parents thinking will change sia...how to prove them having bf is not a bad thing espeially having a bf like Peng How....haiz... Labels: 88 days xD |
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Wednesday, 10 June 2009 @ 04:23
my life went for leadership training.finally he is there!xD but today no games TT and the whole course was boring! last two training one better lor.. haiz sad sia..cant sit beside him for long...plus we take different role make us seperate more. HAIZ! after training, went to je wif him(xD), jessica,joey and teojunhao. reached there,wait for joey take bus then walk a long way back home. happy tht i spend time wif him xD (ever though is a while only TT) Labels: 87 days xD |
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Tuesday, 9 June 2009 @ 08:53
my life... the place we go today  does this even look like fire station?
haalim represent our sch do CPR!
the lunch tht they provide
all have to try out this>>
woke up early in the morning go for civil defence course.the whole course was fun,but after lunch,all didnt listen to the conductor liao.they do their own things.YUHUA MAKE A SHAME OUT OF THEMSELVES LOR!!after tht is a TEST! we were like,aiya confirm fail la...during test dion suddenly shoud,'is easy as i thought!' then we were like hahaha!ok la test was easy, no use listening to the slides de, cuz all common sense haha. finish around 4 plus.then wan pei hx go jp.but halfway she say don wan go liao.then me and elina take 98 turn.woo! after tht meet wif him half way, pei a while then go home.ELINA!sry if u think i pangseh u!don 'break' wif me hor!lol Labels: 86 days xD |
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Monday, 8 June 2009 @ 04:20
hi~~first time post wif this first time use de blogskin and first time going to post pic!lol... today went sch for ICT at 2.finish around 3.30. go around the sch wif guihong to find 'DIRTY PLACE' to take pic for sci project. surprisingly, it is so difficult to find one!no choice but to create our own 'DIRTY PLACE' and sabo tht uncle place.SRY UNCLE! after tht went to top up card then go eat bbt then go pasamalam.all the foods are like begging us to buy them!zzz..but need to watch my diet and save money la...sry lor...thz gui hong for pei me so long (: and u!TAN PENG HOW!next time u do this again, i will really be very disappointed hor!! here are 'my piece of artwork'! lol well enjoy! muz wif his camping bag  first 'dirty place'.(u noe where is this?)  'dirty place' tht we created( all ws belong to 4n2 hehehe)  guess who is this!found in 3e7 classroom haha i love this boy
the uncle place  dirty?
dirty enough?uncle, sry to sabo u!
our class boys run down to play bb after ICT
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nice postes.this boy really make us laugh until ctomach pain todae xD
on the way back pass this place.haiz...memories...TT
