i want a SIMPLE life...
my life, is too complicated..

currently very sad noww...
all the relationship thingy...all the disaggrement...haiz...
want to communicate?plz la..i should be the one hu communicate more wif him...not u...as if u donno how to speak english...
and plz la..u brought me to singapore, u force me learn chinese,u force me to learn how to speak english smoothly.u force me to be the one whom everyone welcome.
now tht i am one, u pull me back.WATS THIS!

how do u expect me not to mix wif boys.how to expect me not to have close boy friend.is natural ok...

u told me abt ur past..and expect me to be like tht.come on la! u time wat year?! now wat year?!zzz sry for being rude.but really wat!
u told me i always use com i always sms and tht u didnt do all these craps when u were young.OFCOURSE LA! ur year also don have this kind of things wat!if ur time have these, i bet u will be worst than me.understand can!

i thank u for bringing me to this world.i love u. i really do. but don expect me to be always doing ur way.i have my own thinking. i have my own life.i decide my own life. if i go wrg path, and face those consequences, i deserve it.

when i grow up, and If i really do get married wif a chinese guy(which i think i will?), doesnt mean i will pangseh u rite?! i will still be success. i wil still be able to stand in tht complicated society.
i wont get cheated.i believe i wont.
even IF i get cheat, i told u le. i choose this path.i deserve it ok!
and i wont fall by it. i wont ruin my life bec of a guy.i maybe break down a while.but i will find my own way back to reach back my place.have faith in me la!

look at my studies, is already counted as quite good ok! 5 th in class. u think very easy to get this position meh! if it is tht easy everyone will already got it le.no one cant!i got it! i am in TOP 10! cant u juz happy wif it?!
last year result. 3th in class 8 in whole level.STILL NOT HAPPY.WAT U WANT!
first first first...u go take my exams and see wat u get la!
i will laugh my ass out for sure. u wont be able to reach top 10..haiz..sry rude again..
i cant get means i cant get la! how can u expect me to always the top. give ppl chance la!other ppl also want top wat..
u say i eat the same thing i go same sch. same cher i have tution like them. BUT THINK, do we have same brain?zzz

k la...better stop now...i am so rude..zzz
bloody disrepecting HAIZ DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.
haiz.haiz.haiz.haiz.haiz!!!!!

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